Sunday, March 25, 2007

Enlightenment in the Arena

Apparently with the death of the en’slaver, I had been forgotten.

I had thought, or at least I had hoped that I would be lucky enough to be sold to a man that wanted me for the unique trait I had to offer. That though, does not seem the case. He picked a card, The Lover’s, though he loves only one thing, the pursuit of his desires of power and coin.

This is not necessarily a bad thing for me, to be one of many. I know that fate is a fickle mistress and there is for me, as I believe there is for everyone, a destiny to be carved. Some of this inevitability is preordained while some of it will be guided by a force greater then me.

I did offer the stipulations of my ability where the readings were concerned and he laughed at me, I suddenly becoming an amusing slave. I offered no further information, for none was asked of me. At least for the time being, I still wear the belt. His friend suggested I be auctioned off. Again fate pushes me in the direction of an alien destination, one bare of familiar surroundings, equipping me with little fortitude.

The en girl appears at first meeting, fair, and so long as I do not shirk my duties, I expect no hardship from her. I take it there are many more slaves and I will meet them in time.

One more trip to the kennel to collect my cards and with any luck, I will never have to stay there again.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Left Behind

I think he is only a dream, one caught in the throes of slumber, for though I have imagined him, I have yet to meet him. I am bought and paid for, owned by a man I’ve never seen.

I am still kenneled by the city, I still sleep on a mat and I still listen to the snores of others. I still wear the collar of a city slave and I still wear the roughness of rence against my skin.

Some days I am allowed to leave with a small group of other girls, we watched over by one of the guards ensuring our safe return.

No one has even told me his name. The free tell slaves little.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Sold

I will no longer sleep on a mat in the kennel, listening to the soft snoring of the many others around me. I have been bought, and quite unexpectedly. Inseya says he’ll be one among many that will own me.

But I already knew to expect this, having drawn the Slave card from my deck last eve, the card of new beginnings.

I wonder why he bought me.
I wonder who he is.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Family Ties

The Mother’s Story

My mother is a Tuchuk, my father a scribe of Caithris. Often as a child I fell asleep listening to the tales of how they had come together, how they had loved.

She had been a free woman of the love wars, lost in battle to a Turian warrior, forced to kneel in slavery at his feet. But unbeknownst to my mother, this warrior was the object of another Tuchuk woman obsession, one she wanted for herself, this second woman my mother’s own sister who was also offered up to the love wars and lost to the Turian’s best friend.

Tuchuks are as superstitious lot, perhaps more so then any other people. My aunt in her jealousy had cursed my mother, her first born to be enslaved and fated, or perhaps gifted, in reading the cards of their bloodline. Even then my aunt could see that my mother would eventually be freed, but she had assumed it would be by the man that had owned her at the time.

Though this Turian warrior was kind to her, she did not love him, and soon the warrior found himself in hard times. Warriors without wars seem to be a never ending battle.

They traveled across the lands, living from hand to mouth, the warrior occasionally finding work as a guard, while my mother was lent out for various tasks. For five en’var they moved from one place to another, the warrior never quite finding what it was he sought, always expecting to find it in the next city or town.

It was on the island of Caithris that he at last found, or lost what he had been so valiantly seeking.

He hadn’t found a war, but he had found a cause.

Men were commissioned to protect the outlying boundaries of the island against what might be invading forces. He had been the first to join.

He had been the first to die.

Destiny has a way of working us to her needs and desires. When one door closes, another always seems to open. There was a scribe in the company of warriors, one that was to account for and write down every action as it happened so that it would not to be lost.

It was this man that took her for his own, later freeing her to bear his children. It was this man my mother loved. The scribe, my father.

The Daughter’s Tale

My story is less tragic, less lovely and far less interesting.

I was born the first of five, all of us girls. While my younger siblings grew up knowing one day they would be companions and mothers, I knew that on my nineteenth turning I would be sold into slavery. The cards had been gifted to me when I was eight and even before I knew what they meant, I would stare at their faded pictures for ahns, fascinated. By the time I was eleven, I was well versed in their meanings and trickeries. At the age of twelve, I was entertaining the village with the cause and effect of picking a card and divining their meaning, careful to always impress upon them it was only for the sake of fun, that each of those I read for were indeed bearers of their own futures, even if I believed otherwise.

I often asked my mother when I was younger, why I was to be sold and not live the life of my sisters. She believed that if I was not enslaved, that I would not live to see my twentieth turning. Tuchuks are superstitious that way and she was taking no chances. She would rather see me enslaved then the alternative.

My young days were spent in blissful abandon on the beach, in the waves and with my family, these moments more precious because I knew that I would soon be taken away from them, probably to never see them again.

On the morning of my nineteenth birthday, I bid my sisters and mother a tearful farewell, and my father delivered me to the slaver’s, the amount I was sold for undisclosed.

It was only as I heard him speak that I realized the full effect of the curse.

I was to remain belted and untouched, and if possible, sold for the entertaining skills of my cards, not the use of my body. If I were to loose my purity, then I would loose the gift of reading the cards with any accuracy.

The slaver agreed, so far as he could see it done. I would be unique in my ability, a link left to innocence, which might appeal to a collector of some kind.

It was only when my father stepped forward to hug me one last time that he whispered to me of how the curse could be broken.

I wonder if I can.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

A Buyer of Flesh

When I awoke this morning, I had no idea that the day would turn out as it did.

Amidst all the flesh that was begging to be bought, the usual parade of free moved past my kennel, inspecting taking notes, eyeing us all as they usually do. Today, however, today someone actually stopped in front of my cage.

He was darkly swathed in hooded cloak and I begged prettily to read his cards. He chose the Ubar card from my deck, which would have been a good thing, had it not been reversed.

He had removed the hood from his head and I saw by his eyes he was not pleased by the reading and I promptly offered him another card, which again did not bode well.

He asked me if I was for sale and what my price was. This I did not know. I hope he does not wish to purchase me to beat me for my reading.

Wait till the slaver tells him of the odd stipulations of my slavery. He will probably not be interested then.

Pity, he was a handsome Master.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

Pretty Brands

The common kef is finally healed and I no longer have to salve it down every night. Now mine can be displayed without worry of infection. I stare at it often, at least when no one else is looking.


How long does it take summer to reach Ar?