
My cooking skills are improving and I don’t think anyone has gotten sick from my lack of culinary experience, which forces me into more experimentation.
I feel so lost, as if Charm and I are floating through each day, continuously waiting for something. I feel as if I should know the answers to the questions of our lives, even before they are asked. At times I am certain I can hear the cards laughing at me, taunting me with information they hold just beyond my reach.
Perhaps I am going slowly insane. It would account for much.