Five

Motion, Erratic, Adventure, Passion, Expansion, Travel, Unpredictability

Elecktra - Adventure
He wanted me to read for her, his new guest, a woman who has lost her sister. A woman who had come to Castor for training, but somehow, I feel there is more to it. She’s a dark haired beauty and I know from previous experience that he prefers dark hair. It worries me that he has told me nothing about her, therein lays the catch. It could very well be this woman who can supply his adventure addiction. I did read for her, the first card drawn, the Five of Swords. Five, the meaning goes beyond the simple act of reading.

Celo - Motion
His new slave has hair, gorgeous lengths of blonde, and has been assigned a name and not a number. I can only surmise by this fact that she is more important than the rest, or at least, different. She’s graceful, like a colorful butterfly and I can see she’s very eager to please him. Castor has never been a man who puts much stock in personal slaves, until now.

Nia – Unpredictability
She doesn’t care for me. I don’t believe she ever has. Castor trusts her, probably more so than me, but I don’t trust her at all. She sees me as a liability, one that will hinder his progress of greater goals, and I believe that if she thought she could rid the house of me, she would without a second thought.

Charm – Expansion
I still see her as a child, my child who doesn’t yet understand her gifts. She is more focused than me and she already knows what she wants. She is much more hungry for knowledge than I was at that age, and she absorbs quicker than any child should. He’s molding her into something, and I can already see that she is daddy’s little girl.

Me – Passion
Perhaps I would have been better described as Erratic. I’m trying to fit in again. To find my place. I want to be the woman who makes him happy, something I believe I’ve fallen short of in the past. I want to accept him as he is, perhaps another of my shortcomings. He’s trying, I can see it in everything he does. I need to try harder too. No one ever said that love would be easy.